I decided a few years ago not to get drunk on my bros anniversary. I wanted to sit with my feelings instead of running away from them. He wouldn’t want me forgetting and running away from the love for him I miss but instead to realize your love does not go away as he’s not gone. He’s still there and I love him even more as I get to speak to him daily now. Diarmuid is an inspiration to me as he battled and managed life best he could with everything going against him. He lived for each day and mad